Monday, December 12, 2011

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Friday, December 9, 2011

Welcome to (crazy) lady town!!!

So I had surgery on monday. It went....well...it went. Going into surgery the Dr was like this is more of an exploratory surgery, I will take care of a few adhesions, cysts, and be in and out in like 20-30 minutes. Well I ended up being in for like 2 hours. He found that I have severe Endometriosis, cysts, and growths on my uterus and ovaries. Bad news bear in lady town. Apparently he couldnt even get it all. He took care of what we could in the time that he could and then he basically just shut it down and backed out. They gave me a D&C also to help me. We need to meet on the 20th and then try to come up with a game plan of what I am going to do. Its painful and it gets in the way of my life. I never cycle, I never have a period and it HURTS so bad. I cant live like that. I am honestly scared he is going to suggest hysterectomy. WHICH I know will be last on his list because I am so young. I could see if I was 10 years older. BUT I am still only 28 and I am sorry, I will never give that hope up of getting preggo! And you know the stupid thing is....if I could JUST get pregnant, all the problems I am having right now will greatly diminish. How F'd up is that?!?!?! ugh. SO I dont know. I dont know if he will want to go in again but this time be more prepared?! WHo knows. I will update after the 20th. I just laugh cause at first he was like yep, you can go back to work Tuesday, be on your feet monday. No Problem. OH.MY.GOSH. I went to work Thursday for a half a day and had to leave. I start bleeding if I do too much. I havent been able to really get off my chair. I have been feeling dizzy and lightheaded lately. I think the whole surgery took a lot out of me. I am not sure WHY, but it did. My incisions are sore, because I keep lifting Zaylee.....WHICH I shouldnt, but she was crying and it was the middle of the night, and Brent had to work. ugh. whatever. Its hard to listen to her scream when I am the only one here.

Christmas is coming up and I am so excited!!! I cant believe it! I am so excited! Hopefully next weekend we can go as a family and get all of our shopping done, because basially we have not done anything yet!!!! oops! haha.

My family is coming this weekend and I Am so excited. I love it when my family comes together. Especially when I am not feeling the greatest, it just feels good to have my momma near by! haha.